Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas!

It's Christmas time again, and I have been really, very lazy to update my blog. It's kinda hard sometimes to think of words to describe what I've been up to. OK, I am posting some photos up here to sum up things that I've done after my exams last month because, well, a picture is worth a thousand words ;-)

Right after the last paper, I went out with some friends to have dinner at a Japanese restaurant (this is my current desktop background picture!):


My mum said that bookworm looks younger than me (he is actually one year older). Did I really look older?

The next week, I went back home for a few days before going on a trip to Beijing with my family and some church friends. This trip is recommended for history lovers (like me) and shoppers (you can get really cheap prices if you know how to bargain; in other words, kill them before they kill you). It didn't snow while we were there; just... cold.


The Forbidden City. (From left) My two brothers, mum, me and grandma

Then, I had the chance to climb the Great Wall. I didn't climb very high though:


Of course, when talking about Beijing, one must not left out the Beijing 2008 Olympics:


After the trip, I went back to my usual holiday routine: sleeping, eating, watch TV, gaming, then sleep again, eat again...

OK, last photo for today (this is not my house and it is not my dog):


Isn't it cute?

That's all for today, which is five thousand words worth of pictures. Wish you all a:

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!

Thursday, November 20, 2008

What I've done?

In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no alibi
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies

So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done

I'll face myself
To cross out what I’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what I’ve done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands of uncertainty

So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done

I'll face myself
To cross out what I’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what I’ve done

For what I’ve done
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I’m forgiving what I’ve done

I'll face myself
To cross out what I’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what I’ve done

What I’ve done
Forgiving what I’ve done

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Another skippie...

Not the peanut butter lah... (btw, it's spelled "Skippy") It means that this post is written when I am skipping class.


The jar of Skippy on my table


My breakfast (almost) everyday, plus a cup of coffee


Recently I received emails titled "Are (were) you this type of uni student?". It's not the first time I received this email, but this time it really struck me.

At the beginning of the semester, I felt so pumped up and eager to start the new semester and year. As time passes, I was basically just slacking around until the day before the mid-term tests. Of course, my results were... erm... (no comment)

What am I doing in NTU? This question keeps popping up in my mind. I know, and believe that God placed me here for His purpose; but what exactly is the purpose? And what I am aiming for in this four-year course? First class honours? Second upper? or just a plain degree? One of my friend is allowed to graduate "classless", but what about me? My mom almost never mention anything about it. OK... I am emo-ing again...

Time to go to class.



"It's not required, but it's important for you to understand."
--Quote from a lecturer

Friday, October 17, 2008

睡不着

原本一点就上床睡觉,却思路不断。。。

早上的有机化学辅导课、晚上的大马留学生聚会、考试、教会、学园传道会、女生。。。

最后忍不住开灯,开电脑。。。

做完了原本打算早上起床后才完成的有机化学练习。。。

读了别人的部落格。。。

也写了暌违了半个月的部落格。。。

越写越有精神。。。

现在不知道接下来该做什么。。。

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Home

I wrote this in the bus while on my way home. Finally get to go home after two and a half month!

As usual, I bring two bags home: my backpack and my computer bag. Originally I wanted to bring only the backpack, with my lappie in it, but it would be too heavy. I bring papers, pens and Polymer Chemistry lecture notes as well, as I will be having a test after recess.

Hope these few days I will be able to spend time with family while having some rest as well as studying and preparing for the busier next half of the semester. 加油!

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Tanggal tiga puluh satu, bulan lapan lima puluh tujuh...

Sempena Hari Kebangsaan Malaysia, blog ini ditaip dalam bahasa Malaysia.

Hari ini merupakan hari terakhir bulan Ogos dan akan bermulanya bulan September. Berakhirlah juga minggu keempat and bermulanya minggu kelima semester pertama tahun akademik 2008-09 Universiti Teknologi Nanyang.

Apakah yang telah saya buat beberapa minggu ini? Berlonggok-longgokan kerja rumah masih belum disiapkan. Meskipun kerja-kerja rumah tersebut adalah bukan wajib, saya sedar bahawa saya tidak akan memahami konsep-konsep dalam pelajaran saya jika kerja-kerja rumah tidak dibuatkan. Misalnya, latihan-latihan CBC932 Kimia Polimer pun belum saya lihat lagi. Oleh itu, saya langsung tidak dapat mengingati apa-apa yang diajar oleh pensyarah dalam kelas. Erm... juga boleh dikatakan saya tidak memberi perhatian dalam kelas itu...

Dalam bilik asrama, perhatian saya ditumpukan pada komputer. MSN, Wikipedia, Youtube... semuanya adalah lebih menarik daripada kerja-kerja rumah yang harus dibuat. Entahlah sampai bila akan saya dapat menewaskan ketagihan Internet dan kemalasan saya ini...

Oh Tuhan... selamatkan saya...

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

第四周

当我写这篇文章时,我正在跷课。

第二年的第四个星期了,感觉上什么也没做成,上课时也不起劲,不是发呆,就是睡觉。

中学时,老师们逼我们交功课;现在除了规定要交的之外,懒得去做其他的tutorial,感觉上就少了做功课的推动力。

中学时,预备铃一响,马上就得冲回课室准备上课,不然会被点名扣分;现在... 慢慢来啦,反正又没有点名... 早上八点半的课啊,太累了,就不去上吧~~

一整堆讲义,储存在电脑里,也印了出来,却没什么去看。讲义里的东西进不了大脑,倒是让电脑硬碟和打印机学去了。

虽然有机化学课挺好上的,但是太多东西要记,走出课堂外就不大记得上过什么了。

无机化学课嘛,上课时不准讲话,又要想象那些原子转来转去...

工业化学课和高分子化学课,两位讲师照本宣读,超闷的,不过为了clear UE 和拿 concentration,也只好忍一忍吧。

其实我蛮喜欢上实验课的,不过写实验报告时...

经济课算还好吧,不过上课时间太迟了,通常我都会钓鱼去了。

只有上日语课时,才能真正提起我的兴致。要是每堂课都能像对日语课那样有兴趣,那该多好啊...

Monday, August 11, 2008

Anniversary

I told my friend I will be updating my blog today.

Today is the first anniversary of this blog. I did some counting: this would be my 25th blog. A whole year, averaging 2 blogs/month.

I don't really like writing. Lab reports, essays, karangan, 作文... you name it. Sometimes, even when blogging, I just couldn't put into words what I have been thinking for days. Sometimes, I can write veeeeeeeeeery long until people getting fed up by just looking at it.

I think again the purpose of this blog. Is it some place to write about what I am thinking so that others can read about my thoughts? Or just to record memorable events? Or just to write whatever I want to write? Or just... have something to do when I have nothing else to do? Is it written for everyone to read? Or just for me myself?

Erm... maybe I am just thinking too much after the 5-day break.

Monday, August 4, 2008

Let's get it started

Soon, I will be starting my 2nd year in NTU. My first class will begin at 0930.

This year, I will be learning new things, having new responsibilies and facing new challenges. For example, the lab classes will be six-hour long sessions rather than 3-hour long. It might be required to write formal reports rather than "fill-in-the-blanks" reports. Although things are going to be harder, I am looking forward to finishing the tasks and responsibilities that I will be assigned.

Of course, I will not be able to finish it all by myself, but with God's help, I can do it.

OK, time to rest.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

All these days...

I begin writing my monthly blog for July five minutes before August. The Hall FOC people are still screaming and cheering around.

Continuing from last post, I didn't go to work at mum's kindergarten during my time at home. Instead, I was given the task of tutoring my brother who will be sitting for SPM at the end of the year.

I came back in Singapore on 6 July to prepare for the MSA Freshman Orientation Camp. As I joined welfare for the camp, there was actually not much preparation needed. All we needed to do is to attend meetings after meetings... until the weekends before the senior camp and the actual camp, when we bought supplies.

As welfare, I didn't get to join the fun most of the time. Most of the time, welfare have a job to do: preparing and distributing food and drinks, and cleaning up. But some of the time, it was of choice: while we were supposed to join our assigned OGs after getting our work done, most of us preferred to sit aside and watch people having fun. Even first aiders, who were expected to stick to their assigned OGs all the time, prepared food together with us (non-first aiders) and sat with us after the job's done. Even when we were joining OGs, we were also doing our job — as water carriers, although most of the time they didn't need the water.

Consequently, not many of us get to know the freshmen and get closer to them. Actually, this is one of my objectives of joining the camp. In my case, due to my Campus Crusade involvement, I couldn't join the the camp for the first day and half of the second day. I went to join the FOC almost immediately when I came back to NTU from Changi. I introduced myself to the GL, AGLs and the free SAs of my attached OG, Ryshin, but it was until the fourth day when I was formally introduced to the freshies. Basically, you can go to Tammy's blog about the FOC and read the 4th paragraph.

On the last day of FOC, after the welfare sharing session, I found out Ryshin was still having their sharing session. Despite being advised against doing so, I joined them in their super long sharing session, because I knew that that might be the last chance to join the group. Although my eyes were shutting during the super long session, I managed to wait for the chance to share something with the group. I don't know whether they will remember me (so far haven't received a word from them since that day), but I'll just wait and see.

Last but not least,

WELFARE ROCKS!!!
RYSHIN ROCKS!!!
FOC ROCKS!!!

p/s: still clueless about the FOC OGs' names... they seems to make no sense: Ryshin, Xomura, Zommari, Qeisharo and some other Japanese-sounding names...

Monday, June 16, 2008

Holidaying

I have been home for three weeks; two more days will make it four weeks.

For the whole month I didn't update my blog, many things had happened. For natural disasters, the Myanmar cyclone, the Sichuan earthquake, and recently the Japan earthquake. In Malaysia, the fuel hike (RM 1.92 --> RM 2.70), electricity price hike, and by extension, inflation. What to do? Fuel hike, everyone still drives; electricity price hike, everyone still uses electricity; inflation, everyone still need to buy things.

For my three months holiday, i had used up 3 weeks in Singapore for the Entrepreneurship classes. My last 3 week of holidays will be spent in Singapore as well, to prepare for the FOC. For the approximately one and a half month in between, my original holiday plan:
  1. Read newspaper everyday
  2. Read at least two books
  3. Get a dip in the swimming pool at least once a week
  4. Meet some old school friends
Planning and doing are obviously two different things. Till now, I managed to read newspaper everyday, although sometimes late at night. I had read more than 2 books, but for the 2 books I bought at the book fair (which I intended to read during the holiday), I hardly finish reading half of the 1st book. For swimming, I swam only twice during the past three weeks. OK... I spent too much time on computer again...

Last Friday, after postponing for quite a while, I finally met with two of my secondary school friends. Both of them are working in their holidays, while I am sleeping, eating, reading, computering... (which they termed "ideal life"). One of them tried to recruit me in helping his work. Actually, my mom had been recruiting me to help in her kindergarten for the past three weeks. I had been reluctant to help in the kindergarten, especially when it deals with young children. Moreover, "working" is not in my holiday plan (see above). Spending time at home is fun, but would be quite boring after some time, especially when alone. I think I shall go to school tomorrow... see if I can wake up in time lah... (which I always fail, btw)

Monday, May 12, 2008

What I had been doing lately

It's been two weeks since the end of exams. The exam results are due to be release on 5 June. After a few weeks of studying, I pray that my hardwork will pay off.

Just finished my 1-week intensive Entrepreneurship course last Friday. Continuous 5-day of classes with 6 hours each day (3 hours in the morning, 3 hours in the afternoon, with a 2-hour break in between) reminds me of my secondary school days, except that the break is long and the whole week is devoted to one subject. During the 5 days, I was either daydreaming or distracted by my laptop (for those who are taking this course later: laptop is a MUST!) and didn't really participate in the sessions. On the third day, I decided not to bring laptop and try to focus in class, the lecturer on that day is quite joking, but this didn't prevent me from dozing off for a while in the 2nd session on that day. Seeing others are so engaging in the discussion sessions, this leaves me ponder what did I learn from this course, and I need to brush up my communication skills too. Anyway, I had to start working for my part of the business plan, which I haven't. The submission date is 20 May, so I will be going back home on the next day (YAY!!!)

Yesterday, I went to HarbourFront to donate blood. Even though it was my third donation, I still feel nervous when going through the finger-pricking and needle inserting process. While I was in the donation process, the man on the chair beside me (a first time donor) finished his donation and almost fainted. The nurses quickly pulled the chair up to divert more blood to his brain (I suppose), then a nurse remarked to me that this may be caused by not having enough sleep or not having lunch. After my donation process, I too felt very dizzy; I had never felt this sick from the past two donations. The nurses noticed and pull my chair up too. So I rested with my legs up for quite a while and a doctor came to see me too. Originally I planned to shop at Vivo City after the donation, but end up travelling back to NTU after having some refreshments. I think the incident is due to my negligence for not sleeping earlier the night before, so negligence comes into play even when one is experienced. The kind treatment the nurses, doctors and Red Cross personnel gave me reminds me of my childhood ambition of becoming a doctor. But now...

Tomorrow may be my exodus from this room that I had stay for almost 10 months, holidays inclusive. Originally, my roomie and I had discussed via MSN to move today, but he didn't come today, being exhausted from cycling. Feel lazy to pack up things and move to the next block...

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Just a short post

Yeah, short post. Someone told me he's lazy to read thru my posts coz they're too long. After finishing half of my papers on Thursday, I go into a state of slacking in my single deluxe room (I haven't seen my roomie for the... well, about 2 weeks... didn't count the days), apart from dabao-ing lunch and dinner, church, and swimming with bookworm. A crawling tortoise is better than a sleeping rabbit... I think I am a sleeping tortoise... next paper is on Tuesday... JUN XUAN!!! WAKE UP!!!

On Friday, got regrouping notice from hall office. There will be repainting of rooms in my block in May, so they tell us to choose a room and move all the things to the new room. I applied to stay in my current room next sem, coz got priority and lazy to move things around... Now, no choice, but luckily got a room in Block 48 (the room is just opposite my current room). If I get back the same room next sem, have to move all things back here again...

This time write till here... muz study liao... jiayou!!!!!

Saturday, April 12, 2008

After Week 13

The final week of school at NTU is over. Unlike NUS, NTU does not have a study week for students to concentrate on preparing for exams. So, next week is... the 1st week of the 3-week exam period. Actually it could be a good thing for us, because having a study week means a more packed exam schedule (e.g. NUS, which has a 2-week exam period). Just started studying for Tuesday's Accounting paper. I even study while travelling on MRT and buses, and perhaps it's the first time I find TV Mobile on SBS buses very irritating.

The new canteen block just opened last Monday. Wonder why they would open right before exam period, is it because more student will eat at school during exam period? Anyway, the new Subway and Old Chang Kee is super popular. The loooooooooong queue in front of Subway is a new phenomenon in NTU. I had tried out the two new eateries already, and really enjoyed the food... uh-oh, start overspending again...

To all my friends in NTU: Wish u all the best in the coming exams! Press on!

To all my friends in NUS Although exams is 3 weeks later, study hard and good luck in exams!

To my fellow STPM classmates: Well done, guys! I am sure that ur hard work had paid off. Most of u would be entering Malaysian unis in July, so wish u will enjoy ur uni life!

To others: Wish u will be successful in ur daily life! If u r having exams, wish u all the best in exams too!


Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.
- 1 Peter 5:7

Monday, April 7, 2008

Reflection

When I first saw "Mastering Communication" appearing in the school's registration instructions, the first thing that come to my mind was: will I learn something from the course? Having heard of "Effective Communication" from my engineering friends for months, I wanted to find out whether it will be as interesting, or otherwise, as what my friends had described to me. Surely, the most appealing part of the course is that it has no final exam and it is pass/fail graded.

For lectures, I had always enjoyed attending HW111A lectures, even when I sometimes doubt that I remember anything, or learn anything when I step out of LKC-LT.

For tutorials, I was grouped together with three other persons; two of them are my friends, as we had agreed to register the same index number for the course. The other person was a complete stranger; though we are coursemates, I had never noticed her before. Three of us are Chinese-educated Malaysians, while she is a Singaporean with a Singaporean education background. Besides that, she can think faster than any of us during a discussing section, leaving us with nothing to talk about. While discussing about our presentation, sometimes I felt that she is too arrogant and demanding. But from another point of view, she has to deal with three complete strangers, each of them with different views, perceptions and command of English. She has also the same workload as we have, not lesser. She also has the same goal: to pass the course.

I think that's why we need to learn to master communication: to communicate with different individuals. We cannot possibly stick to the same group of people for the whole of our lives and not communicate with other groups of people. Learning to communicate is not just a one-semester course; it's a lifetime course.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Memarang rumput, a time-consuming romantic

This morning Huan said to me, "Eh, your blog is full of weeds" (你的blog长杂草了); omg, my last blog was written right after Chinese New Year, and that's almost two months ago... Just now, when I was msn-ing with Sheau Maan about this, she gave me an even shocking answer: "then, memarang rumput lah!"... walao, the weeds have grown soooo tall, till need to use parang liao... In order to satisfy Huan, and the fact that Qingming is near, I will weed and sweep my blog today (扫blog). Btw, anyone knows how to say "weeding" in Bahasa Malaysia? Want to tell Sheau Maan that she also need to weed her blog too.

From Week 6 (the week right after CNY) to Week 11 (this week), I was too preoccupied by other stuffs (not necessarily studies) till no time (or rather no mood) to blog liao, although I thought of many things to blog. Feel like in Sem 2 time flies faster than in Sem 1, dunno whether is it due to public holidays (Chinese New Year, Good Friday) or the heavier course load. It's exam in 3 weeks' time, and my first three papers are on three consecutive days...

Yesterday, I had my Mastering Communication presentation. HW111A, this subject (or "course", the official NTU terminology for what we usually refer to as "subject" or "module") is my least favourite subject this semester. It was originally a Year 2 course, but somehow they decided to teach it in Year 1 this year, so there are both Year 1 and Year 2 students in the course this sem. Anyway, we have to take the course sooner or later. No choice, it's compulsory. The only two things I like about it is 1) completely CA based, i.e. no final exam; 2) our dearest School of Physical and Mathematical Sciences made the subject pass/fail graded; i.e. no letter grades, so that it won't affect our GPAs (thank you SPMS!). Even if it is graded, I WILL S/U IT.

We were divided into groups of four or five. Each group must present a case study and the communication principles applicable to the subject. Every person has no more than 5 minutes to present (What?!). Our group decided to present about Brown Sugar Macchiato (黑糖玛奇朵). Having no prior knowledge of the Taiwanese idol drama, I spent my whole recess week watching the drama, till no time to study for the 3 CAs right after recess (Physics, Maths and Accounting). I managed to finished the Accounting self-practice questions though, at least I didn't waste the energy used to bring back the 3.5 cm thick Accounting textbook. Thank God that I still managed to do quite well in the CAs.

After spending time and effort to make the slides and the cut the video clips, it was our turn to do the presentation. On the previous night, after our group rehearsal, I rehearsed and rehearsed and rehearsed, trying to keep the presentation time within 5 minutes. Although this is not the first time I did a presentation in NTU, I felt quite nervous about it. After all, it's just PASS AND FAIL (we often use this to confort ourselves).

After the presentation, the tutor, who is also the lecturer, let us took a look at our evaluation forms. I got a C. Then the tutor's comment: nervous, lack of eye contact with audience... Although it is a pass, my heart sank immediately. Felt quite upset as if I had failed. The other three persons in my group was evaluated better than me. But it was true; although I had already memorized the whole script, I was too relying on the cue cards in my hand, and I was feeling quite nervous too.

Was it because I set my target too high? Or was it my kiasuness? Now, looking back at it, I feel quite stupid to be upset. After all, it hasn't been finalized. And it is already the past. Why I am so disturbed about it? From another perspective, the evaluation is also based on the tutor's perceptions... haha...

Anyway, it was a good experience. Hope that next time my presentation skills will improve.


I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
- Philippians 4:13

Saturday, February 9, 2008

MB101 Accounting

新年快乐!!
Happy Chinese New Year!!


It's Chinese New Year again, most of my Malaysian friends here went back to their hometowns to celebrate the new year. As I had been celebrating Chinese New Year every year in Singapore since I was a baby (save for three years, but I did travel to Singapore in two of the three years at a different time for other purposes), this year I waited for my family to come to Singapore and celebrated the new year with them. Time flies as three days passed. Today they are travelling back home and I am back in hostel. As the family car drove off, I wish I could spend more time with them... Now have to wait till the end of the month... Usually I don't feel so homesick while I am here.

Last post I wrote about the incident in Japanese class, actually I felt better before even finishing the post. I went out while in the middle of writing the post to enjoy the Othello game down there, after I came back, it's gone! I did save a copy of it in my lappie, but I felt sort of lazy to type about it again. Why eventually I finished the post? Just for the sake of finishing the post, because, I think the post presents an internal conflict within myself. Anyway, it doesn't affect my enthusiasm in learning Japanese. Why bother about her?

While Japanese class is my favourite class this semester, the runner-up should be Accounting class. Both subjects are electives, that is, the subjects I choose to study. Why Accounting? I had been interested in learning some basic concepts about Accounting, although the interest is not as strong as my love for Japanese. In NTU, we have to clear at least one business management module. Since I have 5 compulsory subjects this semester (one of them has no final exam), I choose to take 2 more subjects, this makes me having 6 subjects with final exam (the one with no exam is Mastering Communication... I will probably talk about it in the next post).

When I first knew that the Accounting module requires us to do presentation in class (need to dress formal too), I was a little afraid... I know that I am not good in speaking. I was thinking of dropping the module because of the presentation and plus accounting, my workload this semester is a bit heavy (22 AUs vs 20 AUs last sem; I had determined that I won't drop Japanese for any reason). At the end, I decided to take up the challenge; anyway, it is a skill that need to be pick up. My group will be having our presentation on this Thursday (Valentine's day) and I got the hardest of the 5 questions... Apart from the presentation, I think accounting can be quite fun, too. (btw, our team tagline is... Falling in Love with Accounting...)

In real life, however, my spending is quite a mess. Ever since I came to study in NTU, I didn't even bother to convert the prices into Ringgit Malaysia (which, I think, is a good thing; it makes you feel bad after you buy something if you convert). I don't really keep an account on how much I am spending, apart from the bank statements that come every month. Since I am not a scholar, nor applied for any loan, that means I am spending my mum's money. Therefore, I budgeted myself to spend $500 a month (including hostel fees of $160 a month but excluding books and school fees). Excluding hostel fees, I have about $340 to spend a month. Initially I tried to keep track how much I am spending, i.e. by looking at the balance I have in the bank, but somehow I lost track of it sometime in January. On the first day of this month, I withdrew $50 from the ATM machine. Due to some partying and transportation costs, I spent almost all of the $50 in 3 days. $50 in 3 days * 10 = $500 in a month. That means I am overspending. I hope the fact that 1) February has 29 days and 2) Ang paus are received during Chinese New Year can offset the difference. But overspending is overspending; this is not good. Why Ι am thinking this?

When I was in secondary school, my mum gave me money every week and said: "This is your allowance for the week." This enabled me to spend the money for the week without worrying the money needed for the coming week, and save the surplus in physical cash. Whenever I saw the pile of money growing thicker and thicker, I felt a sense of achievement (mum said that I am too stingy to spend money). Now, she gives me money only when it's time to pay tuition fees to the university: "I give you $XXX, after paying the tuition fees you should have $XXX. Not enough money tell me; I will give you more." Actually she gave me enough money to last for about a semester. The absence of a financial controller of some sort makes me feel some uneasiness. Instead of seeing thicker and thicker pile of banknotes, I see the balance in the bank getting lesser and lesser (feel that I am not saving any...). Even though she always says "you can ask for more if you don't have enough", I don't want to spend money indiscriminately and then ask for more cash, especially when things are not easy for her.

I think that's part and parcel of growing up.

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Japanese class

N.B. This post was supposed to be uploaded on 29 January, but due to technical issues, I thought I lost the post, lazy to type all over again... It was until today that I discovered the unfinished post was saved by the system.

It's my second post this month. For those who visit here often might notice that I usually post twice a month, because, erm... happy people don't blog??

It had been 3 weeks into the semester, well, I've been slacking for the 3 weeks: daydreaming in lectures, not doing tutorials... Perhaps the only class that I really learn something is Japanese language class on Tuesdays and Fridays. The sensei is a Japanese, and he is... cute!! Attending his class is fun, and I enjoy the lesson very much.

Today, as usual, I went to attend the class with high expectations. I'd been interested in learning Japanese since I was in Senior Middle One. Finally I got the chance: I can learn Japanese without paying any other than the university tution fees! I'd been feeling lucky in getting a place in the class because it is one of the most popular courses in NTU.

Today class was fine at the beginning. The sensei taught us some new words and grammar (これ.../それ... (This is.../That is...)). As usual, the sensei passed down some cards with pictures of things we just learn for us to practice among ourself. Usually we practice it in groups of two, pairing up with the person beside one.

(story paused)

I paused the story to give some background information about the class (this is crucial for the continuity of the story). Of Malaysians in the class, most, if not all, are Amcisans (save for me, despite being eligible for Amcisa membership, I didn't join Amcisa FOA, therefore, I am not a member of Amcisa). Of the Amcisans, 5 of them (2 guys and 3 girls, and 1 of the guys was my sec schoolmate) are coursemates, always come into the class together (according to a friend, Amcisans always do that), and they always sit in the first row next to the window. There are about 8 chairs in the first row, 4 of the chairs are usually occupied before they came in, so they usually shift one of the chairs (the chair beside me; I usually sit in the 2nd chair from the window) in the second row to the front. So, that in fact leaves me without a practicing partner, so I am "forced" to pratice with the 2 persons on my right.

Today, they came into the class late, so they didn't shift the chair to the front, so one of the girls sat beside me.

(story continued)

When the practice session began, I am supposed to pair up with the girl beside me. This was the dialogue between her and me. For simplicity and those who can't read Japanese, it had been translated into English.

Me: (lifting up a card, she was looking at her textbook) What is this?
She: (reading her textbook, slowly raises her head and look at the card) That is a book. (reading her book again)
Me: (lifting another card) Is this a table?
She: (reading her textbook, slowly raises her head and look at the card) No, it isn't. It is a chair. (reading her book again)

(This repeat again and again...)

I was fed up with her uncooperative and unenthusiastic behavior. After the practice session is over, she moved her chair to the front row and chat with her friends. It seems that I had did something wrong or offended her.

After class, I was thinking: is this the product of six-year Chinese independent school education? Is it students with Chinese independent school background don't mix with others or what? (Myself included; I sometimes feel that I prefer to mix with fellow Malaysians than other people e.g. Singaporeans, Vietnamese ,Chinese from China...) I must be stereotyping again... (HW111A Mastering Communication)


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I chatted for veeeeerry long with Tammy on Saturday while she was trying to study accounting (sorry Tammy! I will talk for very long whenever I feel to). Somehow we talk about Amcisa, she pointed out that "Amcisa people they only participate in Amcisa activities, because they very semangat ke-amcisa-an". I could only agree that this is true, to an extent. I remembered that when our school chose some of us Malaysians (MSA and Amcisa included) to take our photos, only people from MSA (including me) came to have our photo taken. The only Malaysians that didn't show up (actually only two) are from Amcisa. They seemed not interested to have their photos taken.

I know this MSA-Amcisa problem may be sensitive to some people; though we are all Malaysians, but have distinct educational, cultural and language background. Personally, I feel that students from Chinese independent schools lack the communication skills that national school students possess (refer to this post), and despite being independent school students, I feel that national school students are more independent than we are. We may have better academic results, but that is the result of 6 (or 12) years of spoonfeeding. (Stereotyping again...)

What to do? Sigh.

Friday, January 11, 2008

Happy New Year!

It seems a little odd to wish Happy New Year while it is almost half a month into January. As this is my first post in 2008, I still want to wish everyone

Happy New Year!
Wish you will have a blessed
and fruitful new year...

As my last post had noted, because of technical issues, i couldn't upload the photos at that time. So this post is about... photos!

I reached home at the night of 30 December. As soon as I reached home, I pulled out the camera cable and loaded the photos into my laptop. But, I dragged, and dragged, and dragged... until today, when I finally have the motive to upload the photos up here. By now, the first week of the new semester had come to an end. I am doing fine in the first week at school. Tutorial and lab classes are starting next week, and I am looking forward to having a new experience in my studies and campus life.

OK... that's a bit digressed from today's topic... First, two photos before Christmas in KL:

Taken at Bukit Bintang (in front of the Pavilion)

In the Pavilion

Next are photos from Orchard Road on Christmas Day:



The very TALLLLL Christmas tree outside the Paragon

To prove that I had actually been there:


Haha... do you want anything else at this point?

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